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Shahryar

Ret muTThee men kabhi Thahree hai Pyaas se us ko ilaaqa kya hai Umr kaa kitnaa baDaa hissa ganvaa baiThaa main Jaante boojhte kirdaar Daraame kaa banaa Aur is rol ko sab kahte hain Hoshiyaaree se nibhaayaa main ne Hansne ke jitne maqaam aa.e hansaa Bas mujhe rone kee saa.at pe khajil honaa paDaa Jaane kyuun rone ke har lamhe ko Taal deta hoon kisee aglee ghaDee par Dil men khauf o nafrat ko sajaa letaa hoon Mujh ko ye dunya bhalee lagtee hai BhiiD men ajnabee lagne men mazaa aataa hai Aashnaa chehron ke badle hue tevar mujh ko Haal se maazee men le jaate hain Kuhniyaan zakhmee hain aur ghuTnon par Kuchh kharaashon ke nishaan Sondhee miTTee kee mahak kheenche liye jaatee hai Titliyaan phuul havaa chaandnee kankar patthar Sab mire saath men hain Saans be-khaufee se letaa hoon main Ret muTThi mein kabhi Thahri hai Pyas se us ko ilaqa kya hai Umr ka kitna baDa hissa ganwa baiTha main Jaante bujhte kirdar Darame ka bana Aur is rol ko sab kahte hain Hoshiyari se nibhaya main ne Hansne ke jitne maqam aae hansa Bas mujhe rone ki saat pe KHajil hona paDa Jaane kyun rone ke har lamhe ko Tal deta hun kisi agli ghaDi par Dil mein KHauf o nafrat ko saja leta hun Mujh ko ye duniya bhali lagti hai BhiD mein ajnabi lagne mein maza aata hai Aashna chehron ke badle hue tewar mujh ko Haal se mazi mein le jate hain Kuhniyan zaKHmi hain aur ghuTnon par Kuchh KHarashon ke nishan Sondhi miTTi ki mahak khinche liye jati hai Titliyan phul hawa chandni kankar patthar Sab mere sath mein hain Sans be-KHaufi se leta hun main